Hihihi!
I'm finally back to blogging.
A's are finally over & I'm officially liberated!
Feels like I'm reborn haha, my life is back!
I've been trying to enjoy life as much as possible.
Went out with dearest Niki and Lansin for some shopping even though I have no money -.-
& lucky enough, I was able to stay at MBS for two days as well as take photos with Xiaxue and Cheesie!
I guess 1st December was the luckiest day of my life?
Managed to turn up for a job interview (even though the person didn't contact me in the end T.T), meet the famous bloggers and had a short meet up with fiance.
Omfg Cheesie is damn beautiful I swear!
& I'm totally in love with Xiaxue's pink hair!
See for yourself, I'm not lying!
Gorgeous righttt?!
Photos of MBS are up on Fb :)
My handsome boy ♡
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Sigh freedom freedom freedom.
Life sure does has it's ups and downs.
I've been wanting to be freed ever since I'm stuck in the boring JC life.
But now that I've graduated, it doesn't really feel that good to be so free either.
Ironic right?
I guess it's all because of money?
Money seems to be the root of all evil.
It tears a family apart (or shall I say families?)
It brings about stress.
But the world revolves around money & we can't live without it.
These few weeks seem like a nightmare to me.
I'd rather be trapped by the stressful education system and study forever than to face this harsh reality.
Mummy & Daddy's been quarreling over and over again, bringing up divorce as and when they like.
I know it's hard to live with someone that you dislike.
I know it's difficult not to quarrel, especially over money when living under the same roof.
I know how you guys feel, how tired you are of each other.
I know it's difficult to keep this family together already.
But still, I want a complete family.
One that gives me comfort and provide me with warmth and love.
I know, this is not possible anymore.
I can only cry myself to sleep every night when you guys quarrel, trying not to stifle and make much noise so as to hid my sadness.
I can only hope you guys can remain friends and be more diplomatic.
Sometimes I just want to leave this home and never come back anymore.
I came to realize that friends are the closest to me, not my family.
Friends are the ones that can provide me with what I need, not my family.
Even as I'm typing this out while you guys quarrel yet again, I wish I'm with my best friends, crying my heart out for this broken family.
Life is so tiring.
I guess this new space will be another place for me to rant.
Hope my eyes will not be puffy tmr morning.
G'night sweethearts.