Hi lovelies, I don't know why but I'm visiting this space more often these few weeks... But it's a good thing right! Better than letting it rot!
I'm so glad that I'm going back to Malaysia this weekend (like finally!) Past few weekends were all spent in Sg, mostly alone at home cause my family went back without me. Missed my relatives back there, especially my grandmama ;) Worrying about my youngest uncle who's experiencing the life-changing moment of his life now.
It's really wierd and interesting how humans can take up so many forms. There exists innocent and pure individuals, as well as two-faced people. What's surprising is that these people are all around us, even our close ones may belong to these different groups. From strangers we become friends, then we share a closer relationship before we fall in love, we quarrel, we fight, we make up, we fall out. Until we reach this particular breaking point that we find it useless to continue on anymore, it's over. But through this process, some may give their utmost to love, care and show concern for the other, others may just treat it lightly, showing only some signs of interest. Our mentality differs, our point of views ranges, that's what makes us different. While some may end up getting hurt from a breakup, some may rejoice. It may seem that life is unfair, as if karma doesn't exist at all, but whatever happens is a fact that will never change. Accepting the fact is tough, but being a tougher and stronger person is more important. Dearest uncle, please continue your effort to get back up on your feet, you still have family members who love you dearly, fighting! <3
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& to dearest Niki, no matter what happens, you know I'll still be by your side.
I know that I might have had too high expectations on you for moving on and forgetting the past, but please remember that I did so because I meant well. I'm sure you know yourself, you aren't a person with really strong determination and sustainabilty, you need words of encouragement when faced with difficulties. We've been though O levels, A levels and sour Lennon together already, so I'm sure you will emerge as a stronger woman after all these. It is definitely tough, I can see your effort and how you feel when you're stuck in the dilema. But please hold on! Please believe in yourself as much as I believe in you ok?
Fighting fighting my dear!
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& mama Lansin, I am indeed shocked by the changes in you, because that was a vast difference of the before and after. I never knew you had this wild side in you, but hey, it's kinda interesting and happy for me to see that you're not always your emo self! :) Fret not that our friendship will change because you've change, I know you're still you, the original Lansin. The only change will be that you showed me a little more of your true self, other that the quiet and emo side of you. & that is a good thing because this is truly what makes you you! We can still go out, have fun, enjoy singing sessions together! :)
Ohmygawd, typing till this point, I feel that my life is seriously way too boring as compared to you two already. It's like a mundane life I'm leading... Dafuq. But haha, I'm actually contented with what I have now, nothing too wild or overly worrying. Can we all girls go have some fun together sometime soon? I miss going out together as a trio and acting like sampats hehe ^ ^ I wish Bigbang really gonna come to Sg at the end of this year plz! *Hints*
Love y'all so much omg.
Gonna go tomb sweeping on Saturday, then be back on Sunday afternoon to prepare for Wicked at night with Nikilove. Eggcited much! v(^ v ^)v
Okay this is seriously a long post, never thought I would blog so much.
Imma continue with my reading~
Okbye.
Remember uh, stay strong people! :*