Up on my feet ~ LXINGG

Hello have you guys missed me?

I miss you so hehe.

I know, it's been awhile since I last updated this little space of mine.... so here I am!

Ok frankly speaking, I guess I zoned out for a few days, especially after A level results were released.

Like I felt everything was not worth it after all, all my efforts went down the drain.

I even failed to meet my lowest expectations.

I can never describe to you how shocked and angry I was with myself, for not being smart enough, for being this stupid and failing at this crucial moment.

Sad enough to be stuck in this, I'm more afraid of disappointing my mum.

But I guess fate always has its good and bad ways.

Though results really sucked & I disappointed quite a number of people, I;m glad that I regained old friendships and a more loving, caring and understanding mama :)

Enough said about As, I spent the past few weeks researching for my future.

Though it may seem bleak at the moment, but I'm sure things will pick up soon :)

Please please please let me get into ADM, let me continue to pursue something I always loved and yet earn a decent pay. Was at the NTU open house with Niki, Lansin and Az Saturday as we explored our way through the huge and OLD campus.

I don't mind the campus being old, but I really hope getting a place to study there!

Oh & my poor boy was hospitalized after having fever and fits. Never knew fits could be so serious!

Spent a day at the hospital with him and skipped work lol.

I like watching him sleep, soundly and peacefully, just as if the world is as peaceful as well, like bad things will never happen. #randomthoughts

Anyways, some random photos I found in my comp that I forgot when I took them, but oh well since I'm already blogging I shall spam them here then :)

p.s Photos range from some leftovers in cny till latest ones taken maybe few days ago.